A new year and a new beginning?!

My title sounds cliched and boring and I'm hoping for this year to do wonders for me like how any person hopes for a new year to start.I have been asked by my soul mate (uzma) who has been apparently like "one" these days because we're "all the time" talking online just because we love each other so much...hahahaha as gay as it may sound but that's the truth...ain't it?! :P
I haven't been a very active blogger, not like I don't have "anything" in life to talk about..I have loads and loads of things on my mind but mostly, I fall short of words..feel useless but my blogs are just not supposed to make sense so I think I should be more active than usual.
Hmmmm...so what now?! Just now I checked my phone and there were 9 msgs waiting for a reply..DANG!! And mostly, the messages are forwarded, meaning the people don't even mean half the stuff they say and they expect a reply..?! I am again beginning to sound snotty which I usually (do) in my blogs but really, I do make sense here =/

Happy Birthday, love!! (:

Happy birthday, John! :)
Wishing you the very best in life (always) with a wonderful year ahead! I hope all your wishes are fulfilled and the hard work you're putting in for your fans totally works out for you. I'm proud to be a JA fan and feel myself to be one of the lucky ones to be part of this amazing place called Johnabraham online forum.
Hope you have an amazing time celebrating your 37th and enjoy the plum cake to the fullest!!

Tons and tons of love, hugs and kisses,
Mariam

For a wonder I woke up early today, still figuring out why it happened so. It's John's 37th birthday today and I'm more than happy for him but that just sounds silly to some people eh--go get laid and KEEP AWAY FROM MY FACEBOOK WALL! Get it?!
Just now I read my cousins comment on my status saying:

Lol.......If only I knew he was a saggitarian too I couldve discussed star signs with him that day......:-) no wonder he's such an amazing person !!!!! Btw Mariam tum ko John kee saalgirah bohat Mubarak ho :-)))

So what was that supposed to mean? Beginning your comment with "LOL" as if you really were laughing out loud at something which wasn't even close to being funny..yes you're pretty much a retard, how very conveniently making spelling errors..woman I thought your iPhone detected spelling errors but clearly it sucks more than you. What a shame she's a sagittarian and she can't even spell the word right. And ending it by wishing me congrats on his birthday, she's really looking forward for a punch, isn't she?! Some people are just born that way I guess, without trying much hard they can sound idiotic. I wasn't intending to diss anyone today (specially) but this post really screwed my mood up. Fine you've had the chance to meet John Abraham in person, but it's high time you should stop thinking the only reason he met you was because you were from Pakistan, and in their language "Oh my God" you looked gorgeous standing right next to John-BULL SHIT!! YOU COULDN'T have looked MORE CONSTIPATED!!! The proof is right above the post.I mean why would you wear such a THING with such FLABBY arms?! I'm so flustered right now with the post that ALL I can think of is dissing her bad. <_<

High on the delicious frostings and another FUCKED UP SUNDAY!!!!!

I still haven't quite gotten over the cupcakes-they were as good as they appeared to be or so I think...I am stuff atm and wanting to sleep again badly. Nida has gone to someone's place for an assignment, Aliya's gone to her granny's place and Uzma's is enjoying biryani alone. I have been procrastinating like always and just not-in-the-studying-mode. Winters are so full of crap-I mean all you feel like doing is eating and sleeping-I woke up at 2 and now it's 5, feel like sleeping again. =/

I uploaded 2 pictures of my adorable moppets and a lot of people thought I made them-well they aren't that hard I believe but that's just too much of an effort and mess and NO I'd rather order--this is what *ahem* *ahem* said when I asked her to comment =/ =/

(4:52 PM) uzma: anyway I eat now..
and watch a movie.
you amke love to your boredom
(4:52 PM) Mariam:
BYE
and comment on my moppets
(4:53 PM) uzma: I did..
you dint see..
(4:54 PM) Mariam: on my blog na
not on facebook
(4:54 PM) uzma: oh
lol
(4:54 PM) Mariam: lol
(4:54 PM) uzma: oh my gawd I feel like your best friend..
(4:54 PM) Mariam: yeah
ahhahaha
are you not?
(4:54 PM) uzma: a person never asks another person to comment unles theyre super close.
(4:54 PM) Mariam: ok fine
(4:54 PM) uzma: well yeah i feel closer=D
(4:54 PM) Mariam: don't
(4:54 PM) uzma: No i will
lol
(4:54 PM) Mariam:
(4:54 PM) uzma: noo..
seriously..
(4:55 PM) Mariam: noo please don't now
(4:55 PM) uzma: cuz you know...its like a lil embarasing asking someone to do that and unles youre like really close to a person you cant,...
lol
NO!
im serious.
<3
(4:55 PM) Mariam: obviously you've said that twice already
(4:57 PM) uzma: lol
but youre not mad at me for speaking my mind are you?
(4:57 PM) Mariam: no I am not
(4:57 PM) uzma: baha
(4:57 PM) Mariam: enjoy your biryani
(4:57 PM) uzma: http://andanotheremoblog.blogspot.com/2009/12/yeh-jo-halka-halka-suroor-haid.html
i love you..
(4:58 PM) Mariam: awww love you too
(4:58 PM) uzma: awesome
i go now
bbye
<3
(4:58 PM) uzma has changed his/her status to Away
(4:58 PM) Mariam: BYE

I'll just go sleep *yawn*

I ♥ my moppets!

Ok so finally I got them today-had been drooling over them since the day I discovered about them. They're quite pretty to look at but are extremely rich in taste which is good!! I was dying to poke my fingers in the colorful frostings which I did right away when I got them!! =D

I just munched on the rich chocolate cupcake and have no room for the sesame street ones at the moment-jeez I feel I have overeaten :P

YES I sounded preposterously STUPID in the previous post. No John Abraham will be reading that on this blogger website or may be he will---who knows--can be an impersonator too?! But I need to live in reality and come out of my lala land thinking he'll post his comment with a smile. No way that's not happening..I am wide awake and I was in proper senses while writing all that. I just thought after such negative posts I posted, I had to come up with something happy so I did and John Abraham defines happiness for me--------no I don't want to shoot myself yet...lol :P There's always hope and that's why we're still breathing. I am truly a pessimist by nature but it's not always good to be one. Optimistic approaches help you for a while but reality is always bitter which we're living in so optimism ALWAYS doesn't help....................never mind if I don't make sense! We aren't always supposed to....right?

On a more serious note:

I ridiculously love you John and I know you'll turn 37 very soon which you do not at all look like. I have a small request, please buy some new shirts before this year ends. I'll love you unconditionally even if you wore rags but I'm SO very eager to see you in nice button downs. White is the color for you umm well you can carry off any color really..When you wear those body hugging tees I wish I was a tee..lol Yes John I love you a lot and I have been missing you too..my days have been boring and as I mentioned earlier I feel pretty useless because there's NOTHING I do but complain..hah! It's just that your thought brightens up everything for me! Love you!